Behind the Curtain, a photo by DAV.es on Flickr. 'As a blind man, lifting a curtain, knows it is morning, I know this change: On one side of silence there is no smile; But when I breathe with the birds, The spirit of wrath becomes the spirit of blessing, And the dead begin from their dark to sing in my sleep.'
p. 57 'Their
helplessness, passivity, vulnerability is our own. We all yearn toward
the state of inanition, the condition of harmlessness, where we are
perforce lovable and fragile. It is only by great effort that we rouse
ourselves to act, to fight, to struggle, to be heard above the wind ...
To behave like live people. ... the contest between the two principles that hedge human existence. In his poem 'Sheep' Ted Hughes writes ... Death was more interesting to him. Life could not get his attention. Life,
of course, never gets anyone's entire attention. Death always remains
interesting, pulls us, draws us. As sleep is necessary for our
physiology, so depression seems necessary to our psychic economy. In
some secret way, Thanatos nourishes Eros as well as opposes it. The two
principles work in covert concert; though in most of us Eros dominates,
in none of us is Thanatos completely subdued.' Picador, Australia, 1994 Janet Malcolm: A life in writing